Ah, it’s been over two years since I wrote in this blog :’D Surprise surprise, that’s exactly what I do. The last time I was able to regularly update something like this was in high school/college when I had a Livejournal. No, I am not giving you the address to my Livejournal so that you can be appalled at my young, juvenile self……………
So, not surprisingly, I just don’t find I have the time to keep up a blog like this. You know, a real BLOG, a WEBSITE, a place where I make specific posts geared toward a specific audience and try to get people to follow me. I don’t even know why I ever tried that to begin with lmao. I’ve always just wanted a blog for myself, but I think at some point I got lost in what everyone else’s blogs are and thought I had to do the same thing, you know? I have to be like these people, I have to follow the blogging rules and try to get followers. Blechk.
I think this is just going to be for me now. My space. And I’ll keep it public because, who knows, maybe someone does want to read what I have to say, but I’m not going to go out of my way to get anyone to pay attention 🙂 And then maybe I’ll actually use it more since I can just be MYSELF.
So who am I and where have I come since July 11, 2016, the date of my last entry…? No, I couldn’t possibly catch anyone that far up.
Let’s just say the point where I am now is someone who has been journeying through a lot of stress, anxiety, and depression. The past two years have been a huge struggle and I’m now going back to that place where I was constantly as a teenager trying to “find myself” and a place of calm and a way to even out my life and just be happy.
For a little background, my daughter is 7 now (just turned a few days ago), my son is 4, and life is…INSANE! Hahahaha. But hubs just brought Little Dude downstairs, so looks like it’s time to snuggle Momma and have some breakfast 😀
Until next time…
P.S. He just said “Popsicle, popsicle, popsicle.” Omg. 7:49 am, people. 7:49 am.